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Based on : Last Night in Soho Last night in Soho there were cigarettes floating in whiskey glasses  Half empty, they couldn't make it to the bottom You made the band play the wrong song, now you've disappointed her  But she isn't fussy and the club floor adores her Last night in Soho, you became a little too obsessed With her aura and her golden goose reputation She spent endless hours, going by a different name  Each night with another man, who would never be the same Last night in Soho, she wore a flamingo pink dress Her hair tied up high and she ran into a policeman She told him her real name, and he didn't ask for more Out of guilty suspicion, he ended up under the wheels of a car Last night in Soho you said " Oh the places you'll go" You led her down a dead end street and disappeared down a rabbit hole All the men that came after you weren't so different Afraid of repetition, she made her floor beds their coffins  Last night in Soho, she reached t...

I've been dealing with so much uncertainty it's killing me Have I lit the matches and set myself on fire  So I can burn brighter than I ever have before In a dim lit setting everyone looks like a star and I don't feel really special I'm relying on the universe to guide me through this Holding back salty waterfalls is not as easy as it sounds I can hurt everyone I know and make them look worse than I was before But it catches up to me like a river on the verge of colliding  And I have no choice but to sail through it because I brought this upon myself And consequence isn't known to know mercy, not even for itself I've mentally broken so many bones and fixed them with tape  But I feel their robust fragility through my skin  And no matter how well I hide it I'll always know it's there  A terrifying reminder, a boiling bath and a room with fading air  Is all it takes to want to disappear and fall right into the carpet tears I'm switching sides because my...

Based on: Godless I've made a mess of this, I must confess I didn't mean to start a fire but here I am I've made the great alone my foreboding home Now I'm covered in the smoke unsure of where to go I'm not a dauntless soldier, neither am I a good caregiver I truly have nothing to offer except for my faith in you The everlasting scent of your memory and your invisible hand granting me clemency Is the only thing that has got me this far and given me a second chance to rewrite our legacy If there is one thing I did right by, it was you If there is one thing you changed in me, you made me bulletproof I've exhausted all that you've left me to survive  My bones are reminding me that they exist with my own two eyes I made august and frivolous promises, I now intend to keep I've extinguished all the flames I've tamed, I've envisaged outliving my dreams I don't have the strength of a bear or the roar of a marveled lion But I possess the greatest gif...

Sometimes I wish all of your thoughts were written on the wall Eye piercingly bright and red, it's not easy to fall  It was clandestine, all the times you gave me a piece of your mind Under an invisible cloak, far away from the world you were all mine In all our conversations even when we put fires to shame  I felt like a ghost, floating over us cursing you in despair It's the butterflies that still adore you and make me want to look past it all But their wings as brittle as icicles don't know they've flown into a waterfall At the waterfront I cursed your pensiveness It made every room feel empty even with a 100 people there You're an enigma of emotion drowning in an ocean of feeling I don't mean to be malevolent but I'm getting a little to tired of swimming In all our conversations even when we put fires to shame  I felt like a ghost, floating over us cursing you in despair It's the butterflies that still adore you and make me want to look past it all B...