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I took the last train home I've learned to be good at waiting I'll never be in a hurry anymore There's no point running I'm stuck in this bubble I'm praying every night I'm scared but I still have hope Blind faith won't work this time Standing at the end of the train line Watching things go by I wish to be left behind I'll have a story to tell if I survive I took the last train home I have nothing to lose Fought fear, but I still don't know If that can be of any use I don't have to fall again My permanent scars are enough To be masterpiece worthy  mosaic On every wall I see it hung up Every decision I make Everything I choose to make last Is a blurred reflection Of my dark or bright past I took the last train home Bundled up in the sleepers The world outside turned cold And succumbed to the fury of creepers I'm an island in an abandoned ocean Sixty minutes from closure My tears soak my own shoulde...

We walked our separate ways We reached the end of days "Even good things come to an end" Isn't that what I said As I turned around first Things couldn't get any worse That was the moment I knew I would never forget you While I was finding peace I created a reflection Of the place I loved the most The garden in our home I've spent so many hours Watching the roses change I let the thorns prick me It doesn't hurt as much today For today I realized That I burnt you down too It took you by surprise The amount of damage I could do See, I really miss you I hope you miss me too I ate my ego up last night And I'm hoping you just might Come to see me once again Out in the borderlands The white roses are now red With the olive branch I sent I need to know you are too On the same page as me But let me be the first To say I'm sorry I've spent so many days Watching the roses change Because they reminded me of when ...

Fences, riddled up with electricity Hence these, scars on my body Intel, spilt like wine on a white dress I don't like this I want to run away From the love that's insane I want to run to the I hope you never change I want to run away Faster than I can say I want to run, run, run Till I'm hidden From the daylight I struck a match and I let it ignite a fire inside I told you I was a secret but you let me out of the bag So don't be surprised if you find me In the Borderlands Gunshots make me feel like an outlaw Living on, fear and dirty water Poisoned like the purple sunned horizon I really like this I'm gonna run away From the love that's insane I'm gonna run to the I hope you never change I'm gonna run away Faster than I can say I'm gonna run, run, run Till I'm far away, from the city Sky lit up, so damn pretty I know better than that Stab wounds in my back Heal faster now that I'm in The Borde...

I used to cry myself to sleep Because I was so ashamed I'm not known to losing it But now the winds have changed It's funny how easily you can Cover the scars up with band aids And every one thinks you're doing fine You rained on my parade And drowned me in all of it You ran around saving face Underestimated my limits Can you hear my wildfires Blazing in the night If it didn't burn you down Then I know it just might Take you over to The other side A no man's land No chance to fight I'm not known to like revenge Even when I'm put down I will rise from the ashes And take back my power It's funny how easily you can Cover the scars up with band aids And even if you bleed you'd still be doing fine You rained on my parade And drowned me in all of it You ran around saving face Underestimated my limits Can you hear my wildfires Blazing in the night If it didn't burn you down Then I know it just might Take...

Everything we've worked on Pretty fac es in the da rk Cooled down by cold hearted memories Worth nothing more than ours Wonders falling Like pieces of a puzzle Put together by hands bleeding Just look at the bigger picture I have nothing to lose I gave up everything for you If I am to be seen As the one who chose to leave Then I'll share a piece of my masterpiece Wait until you tear it up And I'll go where I need to go Until I can heal myself And I'll do it all again. Everything we've learnt Written on the wall Broken hearts spilt like glass That we're walking on I'm not a sadist I can empathize But I can't unlearn All the things I live by Because I have nothing to lose I gave up everything for you And if I am to be seen As the one who chose to leave Then I'll share a piece of my masterpiece Wait until you tear it up If you seem to know what's best for me Then why am I on the floor The words ...