déjà vu - lovelorn

Based On: The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel

They say it's hard to be lonely in New York City

I've ridden every ride Coney Island had to offer me

The haunted forest in my eyes and my deep throated lies

Have left me waving back at you as go over the line

All the sounds sound like deep regret

I feel my name etched onto the carpet

This feels so familiar and a stench of fear creeps through

But it smells so new, this can't be déjà vu

I've seen those dark clouds before

They turn sanguine with your vocal timbre

I feel them flashing black and blue

Curse you and your déjà vu

The midnight air doesn't help one bit it makes me wish I stayed home instead

Now I wear my hair down and let it cover my ears

Every body says reminders are fractured memories

You need to put together even if it takes forever, don't let go of the leash

You can't seem to slow down and my heart's trying to keep up with you

That feeling is so familiar and the stench of fear creeps through

But it smells so new, this can't be déjà vu

I've seen those dark clouds before

They turn sanguine with your vocal timbre

I feel them flashing black and blue

Curse you and your déjà vu

The pain is salt on a healed wound, but that isn't what is killing me

The blood orange sun has frozen over throwing us into a cruel winter

I could forget easily but it takes so much more to start

I throw your picture in the fire and watch the purple flames scream your name

You can't seem to slow down and my heart's trying to keep up with you

That feeling is so familiar and the stench of fear creeps through

But it smells new, this can't be déjà vu

I've seen those dark clouds before

They turn sanguine with your vocal timbre

I feel them flashing black and blue

Curse you and your déjà vu.

-auctor