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Are we done and dusted Are we over grudges Maybe I can't see the line that I'm crossing every time Was I meant to be foolish Have you help me through it My Midas touch is out of time, it's running out of shiny lies I believe in silver lining dreams I'm bound to be a fraud, sailing aimlessly And it hurts to see that you share that belief So save me the trouble, just leave Because I've been feeling like a cheat, like an imposter Blinded by the lights screaming failure Almost there but never really getting there Could you open up just a little bit Make feel worth more than this eclipse That I've brought onto your false happy life You know I really love the darkness It's a little more honest  Than every stolen confession brought to light, indiscretion Is it true the broken hearted  Love to live in spite of Losing every bit of life because it's worth it sometimes And I still believe it silver lining dreams I'm bound to be a fraud, sailing aiml...

I see wisps of purple curtain the blue azure I'll countdown every moment until I'm very sure That you won't make it to November I'll stay for unearthly hours at your bedside Study every sign that maybe you will be alright Survivor's guilt, I can't survive And where did I go wrong Dare to leave me behind With the chaos I call your shrine Dare to humble me further Now your soul's light as a feather No one's meant to survive November   The sound of crashing waves, echoes in my dreams A white noise so sinister, I shiver on the chilly breeze Cold November is here I became dependent on the one thing I shouldn't have The grip with which I held it, made it crack so bad It's world so quickly turned black They warned me never to get attached to you One day is just around the, corner from you November showed up just for you I guess it was a blessing, come to put an end to Endless suffering because I was selfish too Now I just live without you An...

You bled to death on my doorstep And I was left to hunt for the wound I'm so elegantly afraid of making a mistake Tell me how am I supposed to find you?  I was so sure I knew what I was doing  Wielding a sword so powerful  You couldn't even make it through the poison winds  Tell me what about you is so incredible?  There goes the most beautiful thief, I have ever seen She wears her colors with so much pride, they say she's actually a queen "There goes the most powerful lie", is the only truth I can believe I failed to heal you with my kind, now I take your place as king I tried hard to resemble you And be as kind as you seemed But your friends say you reeked of cruelty Tell me why should I have saved you?  Time hasn't treated me well I'm afraid that's the only common Thing, that the both of us share Tell me, does this count as a bad omen?  There she goes the most beautiful thief, I have ever seen She wears her colors with so much pride, the...

We were in the age of made up names And playing house because it was fun My hand got caught in a splinter and you beat it till I felt better Childhood friends but still obsessed with avenging the other I don't have the guts to go after the woods that took you years ago Maybe I'm afraid that if I find out what happened to you I'll have to let you go We own the bark in this forest We were the love that ran through it But it isn't the same after Twenty years in the grave We were the light that lit the darkest Times, in this town we used to call it An apocalypse But I still remember when we carved our names in the bark the longest I searched heaven and earth for something that would Give me a sign that you're alive and that you're Somewhere living a secret life I don't have the guts to go after the woods that took you years ago Maybe I'm afraid that if I find out what happened to you I'll have to let you go We own the bark in this forest We w...

I never learnt how to feel by experience Past mistakes never really taught me any lessons There's too much hope to not call that a joke Now I'm holding my breath while glued to the floor It's a lot easier to fall than to get back up You reach the peak of an emotional high and  There's no other choice but to plummet back to the ground The gray skies reflect how I felt when you betrayed the oath I made to you What seemed to be a serene memory was just a burning fantasy You left my soul a tarnished hue But now I dance in a perfect storm Leaving your heart forever blue I managed to frighten myself  With a fever dream so devilish You were walking towards me But I couldn't back away because I was at the edge of a cliff A dilemma so wild Do I run to you and beg you to save me?  Or do I try to fly In the hope that freedom from you would give me the perfect reason to discover my wings Its a lot easier to fall than to get back up Not everyone gets to lose their mi...