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I surrender - haven

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I could have sworn I saw you standing there But when I look back, it's apparent that I shouldn't have cared Was I something more to you than just a treasure chest?  All the secrets you left with me are weighing down on me as well I surrender to the pain I've felt for years At the hands of your helplessness I surrender everything I thought was yours But in me, your tragedies have embedded themselves Why shouldn't I come after you?  And question every move you've made Why should I have been left behind?  When you're out there living your life I could have sworn you had something to tell me Maybe let me in on how you survived for years on end Ignoring all the messes you've made and left me to justify them I do owe my life and happiness to you but they're not for you to steal from my hands I surrender to the anger I've felt for years At the hands of your guilty conscience You fleeing while freezing the hearth Shows I was right on some deeper ...

vienna - haven

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I brace myself as I see your silhouette Make it's way down the icy hall Years it's been since I've been seen  I've been waiting for your call We were twelve years old when promises were told But making them was a sin foretold They were written deep into the stone walls But I watched them efface with the rainfall Your shattered oaths lay scattered on the dance floor Smart move you were careful not to fall for Waltz numbers that would crush them further Now we're strangers, lonely as the night in Vienna Ten years is a lifetime for someone  Who's still a child at heart I always hoped I would grow out of it But scarlet letters can't be torn apart We were ten years old when you showed me your scar From falling off your bike, you were proud We sat side by side at the feet of the Neptun fountain Staying in this moment forever was all I ever wanted Your shattered oaths lay scattered on the dance floor Smart move you were careful not to fall for Waltz num...

marion - haven

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Based On: Bates Motel Every inch of me craves exploring every inch of you I see you staring out of the train window, you're so new To this town, I swear it's as harmless as harmless can be Oh Marion! All you'll ever have to fear is me Sneak into the motel room that isn't yours Your red hair damp with the rain, there's something you should know He isn't who he claims to be, there's a dark cloud underneath Oh Marion! all I ask of you is to trust only me Let me drive you to his house I owe you an explanation See him dancing in their living room, he calls his wife his special I bet he told you to run away with him all the way to New Jersey Oh Marion! Forsake his beautiful lies and run away with the money I know how great she is, she reminds me of my Norma The two of you don't deserve his filth, he's poisoned your aura A misdemeanor at most, he thinks he's seen your ghost Oh Marion! Go ahead and break his window he should know what he'...

masquerade - haven

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Oh forgive me please I've had to lie through my teeth Broken whispers, reached your ears And now they've tarnished me Gray as the life we lead Is that how you see me? My calluses burn, it's getting warmer Red as the way we bleed They didn't know me well enough Everyday I was someone new But they knew me just well enough To know I didn't belong  Oh can you see me here Hiding deep in the weeds Tangled up in lores, sing to my woes Swinging right beneath your trees Do you still believe I'm hiding out of fear Truth be told, I was afraid of getting of caught So I tend to live quietly Even though I've done nothing wrong My existence feels like a curse Even though I love fighting wars None of them have been of worth They didn't know me well enough Everyday I could've been someone new But they knew me just well enough To shun me out, they didn't need an excuse Pray for me to do well enough If my mask begins to fade away The stories they mount ...