I surrender - haven
I could have sworn I saw you standing there But when I look back, it's apparent that I shouldn't have cared Was I something more to you than just a treasure chest? All the secrets you left with me are weighing down on me as well I surrender to the pain I've felt for years At the hands of your helplessness I surrender everything I thought was yours But in me, your tragedies have embedded themselves Why shouldn't I come after you? And question every move you've made Why should I have been left behind? When you're out there living your life I could have sworn you had something to tell me Maybe let me in on how you survived for years on end Ignoring all the messes you've made and left me to justify them I do owe my life and happiness to you but they're not for you to steal from my hands I surrender to the anger I've felt for years At the hands of your guilty conscience You fleeing while freezing the hearth Shows I was right on some deeper ...