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Something told me I was staying up too much Craving silences that could poison my blood Hasn't this always been just talk Faded writings on the wall Memories have always played in the back of  The mind of those who love to live in spite of  Having a better place to go Than suffering the real world And there I go, up the golden Road Collecting bits of precious gravel  I follow the traces of the days I remember being genuinely unafraid I remember crashing through the waves Like they were made for me  To make me stay Something told me I was being too ignorant Living life like it was based on movies and Little did I know it was an escape In itself, but it's too late Because there I go, up the golden Road Collecting bits of precious gravel I follow the traces of the days I remember being genuinely unafraid I remember crashing through the waves Like they were made for me  To make me stay I confess I tend to turn down sounds I don't like I confess I tend to...

My loneliness is a gift that keeps on giving But one that takes so much more in return My independence feels so small At the feet of the fear of a new place I've known for so long So I switch sides and turn my face Maybe be someone else for a change Feel their hubris run through my veins Maybe I can be a different person everyday "Turn around and don't step into the web I weaved with my sinister thread" Is what they'll say a 100 times to keep you away I'd rather be a witch too than be afraid Like careful and patient violation You burst the bubble I survived in The sound of water flowing with a vengeance creeps Like a firefly that's never seen the dark defeated "Turn around and don't step into the web I weaved with my sinister thread" Is what they'll say a 100 times to keep you away I'd rather be a witch too than be afraid Call me a witch, of all the spells I put on you I can't believe you fell for this one too There...

Based On: Beautiful Scars by Maximillian I know I said "I'm happy for you" I wish I could be Happy for me too I've been saying That it was all my fault It's been all in my head  For too long I tried to fight my feelings Control the urge to leaving I read too much Into the endings I pulled myself together Said goodbye to fairweather Hoping it was all just a bad dream I remember that morning I woke up crying Hope I never ever feel Like that again I took a break from the sickness Never went back to those trenches I've been feeling like somebody again I remember that morning I'd never felt So lost at sea In the same Bed I've been lying in Cut out Everything that knew me Didn't really See the difference I tried to shed the fears I held in for some years Didn't really see the point Anymore I pulled myself together Said goodbye to fairweather Now I know it was all real I remember that mor...

Did you ever realize I ran with the money? Hot wired your car and dyed my hair a tint of honey Left the flowers with thorns at the edge of the city Knew you couldn't resist them shining like rubies Never ever trust someone who deals your cards They can't count but they've fooled you twice, it's a farce Count your blessings because you won't have them for long It's felt right for years but now it feels so wrong I watch your eyes shift to catch a peek at my deck I know all about your invisible hand You're a clown to think you've aced this round To the town you think wants to give you a crown Never trust someone who knows how heavy your head is It's a dangerous desire to share the weight of it I can feel it in my blood running with the wind  To my arms, now its just at my fingertips Was it too cold in the bar where you first met me? Sold your soul to the devil now it belongs to me Saved you the trouble of paying for all us three Quietly snuc...